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Lying

by Haley Osier

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I don’t know what I'm looking for
When I click on your face,
Hold my breath and wait
For images I’ve seen before.
It’s like nothing has changed
And you’re still the same girl I knew
But what if one day I look up your name
And it’s not you

‘Cause I—I don’t know what I’d do if you let someone in
Living without secrets
Instead of loving her in the dark
Like you did with me then—what if
You were lying, lying next to her
Instead of living a lie

I don’t believe in sin anymore,
But just knowing that you do gives me hope that it’s true
That I could be your only girl
For the rest of your life, and what you gave me that night
Stays with me. But what if someday
You trade what we had to be free?

‘Cause I—I don’t know what I’d do if you let someone in
Living without secrets
Instead of loving her in the dark
Like you did with me then—what if
You were lying, lying next to her
Instead of living a lie

There’s a truth that’s too big to bear,
That I can hardly muddle through
I like to think that I’m self-aware,
But you’re still my only girl, too…

‘Cause I—I don’t know what to do
Or how to let someone in,
Living without secrets
Instead of loving her in the dark
Like you did with me then—what if
I’m still lying, lying next to you
Oh, are you lying next to her?
I hope you're living a lie

I don't know what I'm looking for

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released June 2, 2023
Written by: Haley Osier
Produced by: Chase Coy
Edited by: Chase Coy & Kara Greskovic
Mixed by: Chase Coy
Mastered by: Adam Grover

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Haley Osier Nashville, Tennessee

Haley Osier is an independent pop singer-songwriter from Nashville with a story to tell. Her music reveals the pain and pining of first queer love, loss, and betrayal from a post-evangelical perspective.

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